To read Part One of Colleen’s story, please Visit: Waiting Part 1: Pray Big!
Thanks for allowing me to come back and share the second part of my story! My prayer is that through struggles, you will see God’s grace; through pain, you will see God’s comfort, and through this crazy adventure of life, you will see God’s goodness.
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Once God physically healed me, my husband and I were excited that our dreams of children would soon come true. Everyone around us had multiple children, and it was the desire of our heart to fill our apartment with these little monsters:) But again, God had a much larger plan for us.To this day, I have not been able to get pregnant and I don’t know why.
More pain. More sadness. But this time, I had the reminder of God’s miracle when He healed me a few years ago. So I trusted, even though there were many nights and days of tears and anger. I chose to trust.
It is such a blessing to be with you all today and share a message that God continues to grow me through and teach me about: faith during waiting periods. In 2 Corinthians 12:7, Paul talks about a “thorn in {his} flesh” that was sent to him to keep him humble. I heard a speaker say once how wonderful it was that Paul’s thorn was never identified. It makes it relatable to us because it can be anything that we encounter! I have come to believe that seasons of waiting have been brought to me to keep me utterly dependent on the Lord. Two verses later in 2 Corinthians 12:9, God states to Paul,
Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength. The second is this: Love your neighbor as yourself. There is no commandment greater than these. Mark 12:30-31


